Lessons Learned

I said I wouldn't do this 

Give you the satisfication

But I'm here anyway so let's do it. 

It came and went, as good as it was it's done 

Lessons have been learned 

Do I hate you? 

Hell no that takes effort 

Dislike you? Most definately 

But that shouldn't surprise you 

Words have been said. None I would take back 

See that stick up your ass? Go take it out 

Excuse me, I'm venting 

Some might say shots fired 

Nah that's long for man I'm just saying what I feel 

Like said in a previous post 

I write for me not you 

Lessons have been learned 

New people met too 

I'm a big girl but still got ish to sort out 

Some unspoken words and feelings 

But for now we'll leave that aside 

Lemme tell you bout the guy I met last night 

He had these beautiful brown eyes 

Except they were filled with quite a few lies 

But hey

Excuse me, I'm venting 

Queen is what I am 

Any less ain't worth it 

Don't get it twisted it was worth it 

The banter, love and fun but 

I'm a grown woman

I had to realise my faults 

Anger, trust issues and all

but all in due time 

I will prosper

Just like that 

Before it all happened I was happy 

After I became a bit lost 

Slowly finding my way though 

IBK, 

Ibs, 

Ibukun 

It's all the same 

Think I' m gonna let the past catch up with me

Nah it's there for a reason 

Movin too fast ain't got time to look back 

We all got skeletons in our closets 

I respect that 

But it's time to fight back 

Got these demons doin jumpin jacks 

Excuse me, I'm venting 

You're funny unoe..

Me failed? 

Hunny you got it twisted 

Count to three 

Go on 

One, two, three  

Oops you just missed it

Success already caught me

So I guess it's time you kicked it